When I
recorded this video, I had been working on this illustration for hours and had extemporaneously
decided to record my progress. I
had not planned to do anything of the kind, and hence my utterance was spoken
on the spur of the moment and is therefore unscripted and embarrassingly honest.
I ended
up sharing the clip with a few friends who offered varying
responses. One friend chuckled so
hard that she snorted right out loud. My plain words embarrassed her, I think. Or perhaps my need to make sense of my life made her feel embarrassed for me. I don't know. But then, there was another friend who sent me a text message, which I have kept till this day. She wrote: “tears started trickling
down my face. I am now a big mess
at work, but was worth it. You
touched something in my soul . . . and it was beautiful.”
I
suppose, I am hoping, that for every chuckle there will its
counterpart—a sigh—from someone who feels less alone because of my simple-mindedness.
So here’s
to you, "Ms. AQ", your text has made me feel less alone too.
*sigh*
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